Thursday, April 15, 2010

Thullius 3

It's the heart, afraid of breaking, that never learns to love,
It's the dream, afraid from awakening, that never takes the chance,
When the night has been too lonely, and the road has been too long,
Do you know? That love is only, for the lucky and strong.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Thullius...... #2

When God created humans,

He shouldn't have put a heart in them.

That damned heart,

which brought them so many excruciating pain.

Today,

I shall carve my heart out,

and feed it to the crows.

I shall be burned by the pits of hellfire,

till the world ends,

I prefer to live as a soulless shell than with this damn heart of mine.

May I be damned forever and ever,

Today you will see the last of me.

From the ashes I'll crawl.

Let's meet in hell someday,

I'll be the Demon King.

I'll sodomise the Satan,

let him feel the pain,

let him feel how a person with a heart feels like,

and all shall bow before me.

Death is just the beginning,

death is the first step of losing your heart.

Your pure, faithful heart that fills with hope every time,

a misfortune befell you.

You must cleanse yourself in the pits of hellfire.

The purest of the purest,

the fires of hell.

Achieving the highest level in mentality is to ignore the heart.

I don't belong here,

I should leave ASAP.

Reality is a pain.

Reality is a torture.

Reality is just nothing.

O death please welcome me to thou arms,

bless me with a damned soul.

Tear my heart away,

away and awayyyy.

Tear it to shreds !

Monday, March 29, 2010

Thullius ....

把车窗摇下来,让风吹进来,前座的空位还留着她淡淡的气味,这座城市,就快要醒来,让我想起她喜欢看天亮的海。从我的肩膀,到另一个肩膀,她可否有找到她要的安全感?从这个城市,到另一个城市,她是否还坚持她自己爱的方式?
我已经戒掉了烟,也戒掉了对她的迷恋;我已戒掉了酒,也戒掉了对她的忧愁,在人生中涂了一次又一次的改订,是惩罚还是宽容着我坚强的心?


By Thullius